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What If ( Last Part)
Soon after the court summon letter was sent to Isaac McCall, he was sued for abuse. With the evidences that were collected and the state in which (y/n) was, it was sure for us to win. After fighting back and forth for 1 month we finally won the case. But for me what was most important is that (y/n) was freed from that butthead and that's all. Eventually her parents especially her dad apologized to her as she suffered for 3 months with that shithead! She said it's okay as she didn't mentioned anything to them so they wouldn't have known what she was going through.
Her father was feeling really indebted towards me but I brushed it off saying that I had to intervene as she's my most important person regardless of whatever happens. To which they were pleased to know. But that didn't stop the media to know bout the case as it was registered under my name. All the front pages, the Internet and the tv channels were eager to know who's that mysterious girl whom i helped. As they didn't get anything from my side they went along and created all the sorts of stories, though in between all this the lads supported me no matter what. However when everything cooled down a bit, i myself went on my twitter account and wrote my statement
'To all the fans who supported me, I appreciate it & love you all for this. I appreciate the fact that all of u trust me and I'd never let u guys down. Thanks again!'
However i knew that all of them wanted to know who (y/n) was, but i wanted to keep everything under wraps. There were already too much speculations so i didn't want her to get to much attention so that she'll be disturbed. Yet for now she's living with me, as i didn't want to be separated from her, and so i personally asked her parents, to which they agreed with a bit of persuasion. So from now on we've been living together. During that time i did everything that i could to make her feel loved, and i was elated to see that my love was being returned with a little shyness if i may add.
But currently she was at uni, and as in for me i'm currently touring. If I've got to be frank everything went in a flash, we won the case, we got to spend one week together and then had to pack my bags to kick-start the tour . Sure i'm excited but i can't help but worry about her and feel alone even if i'm surrounded by my friends and my fans i can feel their warmth and love but this is different, different from the one i feel around her. Each time i've got a free time, my mind wanders back to her, what is she doing, is she okay? she's eating? Sleeping well? All this was making me go nuts, i'm craving to go back to her, lock her in my arms, feel her warmth and listen to her voice. I sighed and glanced at my phone's screen, waiting for her to reply my message which i sent an hour ago. Sure we were rehearsing but i couldn't help but glancing at my mobile each time, i was lost in my thoughts when i felt a light smack on my back, and soon Zayn was next to me, he seemed somehow concerned,
"hey you okay? you are looking at ya phone every single time! Something's bugging ya?"
I sighed and put my mobile back in my pocket and answered not really looking at him
"yea i'm good malik. Er'thing is okay"
He hummed and then after a few seconds he spoke again in a matter of fact tone
"Niall take it easy alright. She's fine! Stop being a worry-wart buddy. In fact concentrate and be the carefree guy, you've always been! Let her know you're okay. I know ya missing her way more than you can ever express in words but let it go for a bit and breath!"
I took a deep breath, i knew that whatever he was saying is the truth, i nodded and looked up at him, flashed a smile and gave him a side hug, he chuckled and ruffled my head a bit and again smacked me on my back lightly and gave me a thumbs up, i smiled and picked up my guitar ready to smash the rehearsals.
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Whoa! I never knew that the show would be so awesome! We indeed had a great time on stage, i finally let my worries fade for sometime and stole the show in a way. Had so much fun seriously! The audience was really responsive I must say! Right now, i was in my hotel room, i removed my phone from my pocket and then dived into the bed, soon after i unlocked my phone, to enlighten my mood, my princess left me a message, while we were on stage, i smiled and read her message
'hey there. I'm ok & u? Had a fun night?'
Within seconds i tapped my screen to reply her
'Hey ;) can i call?'
After a few minutes, i got a message signalling me ok. I had a huge smile on my face and rapidly dialled her number, after a few beeps she answered
"hello"
Oh dear Jesus! How much i missed this voice!
"Hello my baby, So you okay?"
"Yes i'm good niall and you?"
"i'm good baby. So your day went okay?"
"hmm it was ok ok!"
Something seems off here! Is she okay!
"princess you okay? Why does my baby sounds so down!"
She sighed, and in a whiny tone she answered
"nooothing! I'm okay"
"no bub you don't sound okay! You're making me worried! What's wrong?"
"*sigh*"
"hello princess! You there!"
"hmm i am!"
"come on baby what's wrong! I'm getting anxious."
"niall it's nothing!"
"you're lying! Come on spit it out!"
She sighed again and answered in a little voice,
"I miss you!"
I'm sure my heart skipped a few beats! Oh that's why! I smiled and decided to annoy her a little bit
"oh so my sweeeeet baby bunch is missing me! Awwww that's so sweet!"
"Niall! Stop teasing me!"
"but i'm not princess! My baby is missing me and her mood is off because of that! what i can do! I'm so happy right now!"
She whined, i had to bit back my laughter,
"niall stop seriously! You're cheesiness is really suffocating me!"
I gasped and then said
"suffocating! As if! I'm pretty much sure you're blushing there! And you're surely clutching your phone tightly in your palm to listen to my voice better! isn't it hun?"
"Niall ugh stop it! It's only because of you that i'm like this!"
"me? How come?"
"well if you weren't that clingy boyfriend before going on tour i wouldn't have missed you like this! So it's all your fault! Over-clingy bear!"
I chuckled at the nickname, but then again i answered in a matter of fact tone
"so you mean that you're missing me! As in my hugs, my cuddles, my kisses and Above all moi huh!"
"You're so full of yourself idiot" *whiny tone*
"hahaha! Okay i'm sorry was just trying to annoy you a bit babe. Well if i tell you one thing will it make you feel better?"
"what is it?"
"how bout i tell my baby that her over-clingy bear is missing her like hell and can't help it but feeling alone all the time. He's missing her, her hugs, her warmth, her voice and yea her kisses, the kisses that makes him yearn for more! He can't concentrate well until he got a message from her! And that he's trying his best not to snap and leave everything just to come back to his princess, and hold her in his arms! And not even words can explain how torturous it is for him to stay away from his most important person that he loves and adores so much! And to top it all he can't help but be a worry wart every minute when it comes to her"
There was a complete silence on the other side, i was about to speak again when in a small voice i heard her saying
"Please come back home soon niall"
That was the moment i lost all my my practicality,
"princess, i know i'll try okay! I promise i'll try to be home soon, to our home and when i come i'll hug you tight to compensate for all the time we were apart. Okay my baby?"
"You better you over-clingy bear!"
I again chuckled but then i heard her yawn, ahh she must have had a long day!
"baby?"
"hmm?"
"you can go to sleep now! We'll talk tomorrow okay! So for now sweetest dreams ever princess and remember i love you and miss you no matter what"
"i know.. same to you, perform well tomorrow and good night. Take care"
" I love you princess"
*sigh* "i love you too clingy boyfriend bye!"
"bye love"
With that i hung up the call, and chuckled again feeling more happy than ever, how sweet of her she was missing me. She's so cute that i want to hug so tight! Ahh with that i closed my eyes trying to catch up some sleep.
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Finally! Finally our tour was over phew! I mean it was fun going to countries we never went before, and meeting the fans was great too. But my heart was here in London with a certain someone! Whoa we spent at least half a year on touring now it's finally time to go home. After coming out of the airport, i bid bye to the lads and hugged them tight and soon I rapidly went in the car which was waiting for me to bring me home. With each seconds I was feeling impatient! I even urged the driver to drive faster but that wasn't possible as the roads were really slippery due to the rain! Seriously this weather was shit! Well what can we expect at a particular 04:00 am! After 30 minutes I finally came home, I took out my luggage and thanked the driver. And with that I eagerly sprinted towards the door and took the spare key out under the pot. I opened the door and went inside, I felt suddenly relieved, and my jet lag was long forgotten!
I slowly climbed the stairs and went towards my room, ever so lightly I opened the door and glanced inside. There she was! She was fast asleep and was clutching on my pillow tightly against her chest. This made my heart warm, damn I missed her so much! Without wasting time I took off my shoes and raised the covers a bit and slipped in bed, I tried to take my pillow from her, she whined a bit but released it, I chuckled, soon I wrapped my arms around her and then pressed my body against her back while hugging her tight. Ah! This is pure bliss! The warmth that I was missing for months was finally here. I ever so lightly kissed her on her nape and as soon as my lips made contact to her skin she whimpered a bit and squirmed her body, with that she turned around in my arms, now facing me, even in the semi darkness I could see her face, the face i didn't see for so long, I slowly took my hand and cupped her face, while I placed a sweet peck on her forehead, I guess she sensed it, she opened her eyes a little and whispered in a sleepy voice
"Ni-Niall?"
I smiled And pecked her forehead one more time and whispered
"I'm home princess"
She hummed and closed her eyes again
"Wel-- welcome back clingy boyfriend"
This time I hummed and pecked her lips lightly and soon she placed her head on my chest, clutching my shirt tight in her palm and soon was fast asleep again, I smiled looking at this, guess I was really being missed. Hugging her tight I breath in her scent and whispered "I love you baby" and soon I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep. But one thing was that What If I didn't see her! What if I didn't help her from getting away from Isaac and confess to her, What if we wouldn't been here like this today! But these what ifs situations are long gone now! What was important right now was that we are happy and head over heels in love with each other. Slowly, slowly everything will fall in the right place, till we're each other's strength.
The end.
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