Louis Tomlinson Imagine

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Louis p.o.v

After the Billboard Music Awards, the lads and I were ready to resume the rest of the tour and even though many things happened since the last few months, the 4 of us decided to stay strong and give the best that we can for our whole family whom are eagerly waiting for us to be on tour again.

Before resuming the tour the lads decided well mostly Liam decided that we should write a few songs for our upcoming album and as Niall said there’ll be some funkier beats, we’re currently working on that! Well the other 3 are, I was just chilling on the studio’s couch looking at them

“Hey tommo can you pass me my guitar?”

I glanced at Niall and sighed,

“Can you take it yourself? Can’t you see I’m busy!”

He looked at me and let out an exasperated sigh

“Doing whut? Jesus you’re doing nothing since we got here!”

I grumbled

“I’m doing something irish guy! I’m thinking so don’t disturb me”

He rolled his eyes and then took his guitar from the rack and went to join the others. Indeed I was thinking! Thinking about (y/n). We kinda argued while I was away, actually I didn’t tell her about me going to the Snoop Dog party with Liam and lied that I was staying at the hotel itself, so she kinda saw the pictures and it happened that my ex and I clicked a picture too and then the shit went up. I got a bit too harsh with her and since then we stopped talking! And I was somehow feeling guilty, I knew we just got together so it’s normal that she will be insecure and to make it worst I lied.

“Hey you ok?”

I came out of my thoughts and glanced at Harry who was looking somehow concerned,

“Ah! No! Not really!”

He briefly examined my expression then said

“Is it about (y/n)?”

I nodded, he sighed

“You guys are still not talking to each other?”

I shook my head, he huffed as he kinda knew bout what happened between (y/n) and I

“Are you being serious? Louis go talk to her right now! You are the one who messed up! Mend it back! Call her right now!”

And with that he gave me one last serious look and then got up to join the other 2 who were chatting. I sighed and took my mobile from my pocket, I unlocked my phone and directly dialled her number, after a few beeps she answered

“Hello”

“Hello (y/n)”

“Yea”

And then we both stayed quiet. Shit seriously I need to man up and talk!

“Hey love! I know you’re upset and maybe angry at me! But I really didn’t mean to have that argument.”

“No I know maybe I overreacted too! So don’t be sorry”

“No! No! Don’t lie to me! I know love you must have felt bad! I literally didn’t tell you about the party and to make it worst my ex was there and clicked a picture with me! I know I lied to you I’m sorry! I swear it’s the last time it’s gonna happen!”

Again there was that awkward silence then she spoke

“You know yes I was upset! But more than being upset I was disappointed! I mean you could have clearly told me that you were going to attend that party. And coming to your ex! It’s not that I can help it! She was once in your life and there were so many things you guys shared! It’s not like I can go back in time and change it! So as I said earlier it’s okay! We’re only going out since 3 months and to top it all I’m not in the same world as you! So I don’t want you to think that you have an obligation towards me”

To say that I wasn’t feeling guiltier now would be an understatement! All the time she was speaking her voice cracked, and I could feel that she was trying to compose herself from not crying out loud.

“(Y/n)! I’m really sorry love I didn’t mean to make you feel so bad! Don’t think that I take it as an obligation to be with you! I love you okay? Don’t ever forget that! And coming to my ex, I don’t have any feelings for her anymore! It was a mere co-incidence she was there! Babe I never meant to lie to you! I’m sorry I disappointed you! I’m feeling guilty for hurting you! I’m sorry babe! Please forgive me?”

“Louis it’s okay! I was never mad at you like I said! It’s okay just don’t do it again! It hurts! But for now I guess we okay”

“Okay so can we meet up in 30 minutes, so I can make it up to you?”

I could literally picture her smiling,

“Well it depends if you would cuddle with me!”

“Trust me love! I will cuddle with you and pepper you with kisses!”

“Idiot!”

“Yea! I know! Thanks for forgiving me (y/n)”

“Yep it’s okay let’s keep this issue aside!”

“Okay love! I love you so much!”

“I love you too and now get your bum here ASAP!”

I smile and hung up the call, I sprang out of the couch, signalled the lads I’m going out! They smiled and gave me a thumps up.  Seriously I was fearing for the worst, but fortunately nothing bad happened! Now all I have to do is to make it up to her!

Niall Horan Imagine

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The Billboard Music Awards was awesome, the social networking sites were exploding with the pictures and videos of the lads and showing how happy they were on winning the awards. I sighed and put my laptop away, as a Directioner I’m so happy for them and was literally feeling proud to be part of this fandom. However I couldn’t help but feel low, Niall and I have been in a relationship since 2 years. Yet the distance, the tour, the award functions and all were kinda creating a big space between us. I could feel the end coming, the messages were now lesser, the phone calls were becoming shorter or even FaceTiming each other last for only 1 minute or so.

Not that I’m complaining! No! I’m far from this! I knew what I was getting myself into before starting this relationship so I don’t have any right to complain or whine about! But I couldn’t help myself from thinking that the end will be soon! Niall and I are from different worlds. I’m still a student and him he’s already in the fame world. So we’re likely to be doomed right? I mean there are girls who are better than me around him! Feeling hurt by own thoughts, I curled into a ball on my bed and glanced at my mobile, hoping that at least I get anything from him! But I guess no! I closed my eyes momentarily and soon fell in a deep slumber.

However I got disturbed with the constant ringing of my mobile, I grumbled and open my eyes while grabbing my phone from the night stand, I saw the caller’s name and soon my sleep was long forgotten, it was Niall Frigging Horan facetiming me at 02:30 am. I rapidly answered his call and all I could see and hear was people moving around and loud music blasting the background, but no Niall on the video call! I was about to cut the call feeling dejected that maybe he called by mistake, but I heard his voice

“Lads gimme a moment lemme to talk to (y/n)”

And within a few seconds my boyfriend’s face was in front of me, he looking great as usual, with his free hand he did a small wave at me and then laughed, while moving in a somehow quiet place

“Hey baby”

I smiled and answered

“Hey babe. You’re literally glowing right now huh! Congratulations to the lads and you. You guys really deserved it after so many things happened”

“Yea I know! Thanks a lot. Uhh (y/n) there’s something I wanna talk about”

Oh no! I could literally feel the bad feeling settling in. I gulped and nodded at him, not trusting my voice, as he wasn’t helping me to calm down with that unreadable expression on his face

“So yep I know that since the past few weeks I haven’t been able to make proper time for us, I neglected you and you went through it all without saying anything. (Y/n) ehh how do I say this I uhh well I’m-----"

“It’s ok niall! I completely understand what you trying to say, and I got a feeling that one of these days you would’ve raised this topic. So I’m ok no hard feelings alright! Thank you for loving me for these 2 years”

As soon as he started to stammer I knew what he was going to talk about. So I mustered my courage and said it was okay, but why does he look so shock right now, his eyes were wide open and he had that confused look on his face,

“(y/n) are you stating that you’re breaking up with me?”

“Huh! But isn’t it what you want?”

“Why would I?”

“Buu—but –-- the way you talked I felt like—“

“Jesus! (y/n) what am I going to do with you! You doofus! I was saying that as I didn’t make proper time for you I’m coming back home tomorrow to make it up to you!”

I gasped and put my hand over my mouth, what the hell happened here! I studied his expression and soon I felt embarrassed!

“So you—you’re not breaking up with me?”

“No my baby I’m not! In fact as I mentioned earlier I feel guilty for now giving us proper time so I’m coming back home, to you so I can love and pamper you.”

“Oh god! I’m feeling so stupid right now! Ugh! Sorry”

“(y/n) you’ve been thinking bout some crazy stuffs again right?”

I guiltily nodded, he sighed and said

“Babe I know that we’re from 2 world apart. But that doesn’t stop me from loving you okay. Even if I don’t give you time, you’re always in the back of my mind! So don’t feel insecure okay! I love you and just you”

“I’m sorry babe. Being far away from you for long makes my mind go overboard with thoughts that can only hurt me”

“That is why I’m coming back! Know that my girlfriend is probably going crazy without me! Haha! Hang in there babe I’m coming back to you tomorrow”

“Okay! I’m waiting!”

“Good! Now babe go to sleep and I gotta leave ya here the lads are waiting for me”

“Umm nanight love! I love you”

He smiled lovingly at me and said

“Bye bye sweetheart sleep tight and I love you too a lot. See you tomorrow”

And with that he blew a kiss to the screen and hang up, I also felt much lighter after we talked, I feel like a stupid to think that he wanted to break up with me. I chuckled and then again closed my eyes waiting for tomorrow impatiently.

Liam Payne Imagine

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After a hectic day at university I was tired as hell, the assignments, the group work, the presentations and the pressure of the deadlines were taking a toll over me. I reached my shared apartment at around 19:00 hours and the first thing I did was to take a shower and then decided to prepare a quick meal for me. After like 30 minutes I went in the kitchen and decided to make a quick sandwich, I distractedly began to slice the tomatoes, when out of no where I saw a spider crawling on the wall in front of me.

And this literally sent chills all over my body, since I was kid I’ve got a phobia of insects they literally give me shivers and I get panicky, and this time it was no different, being so distracted by the spider and feeling my breath getting heavy, I didn’t notice that unknowingly I somehow managed to cut my finger a bit too deep, I yelped and felt uncomfortable all a sudden. I slid down the kitchen counter and sat on the ground with my back pressed against the counter, I was literally taking deep breaths to calm myself but I couldn’t, I was feeling dizzy and my chest was getting tightened with every breath I was taking in, I bend my head on my knees trying to take be alright again but It was in vain.

“Love I’m home, where are you?”

I heard Liam’s voice but I wasn’t able to reply as I was feeling suffocated, and soon I heard his footsteps coming towards the kitchen and soon I felt his comforting arms around me,

“Hey hey breathe (y/n). Breathe okay. Come here”

All I knew is that I was lifted from the floor and was now sitting on his lap, he was rubbing my back soothingly and with his free hand he pressed my head against his chest

“Babe it’s okay, alright. I’m here now. I’ll protect you just relax okay relax”

“Sp—sp-spii-dder”

I managed to say breathlessly, he cupped my face and whispered

“It’s gone now baby. Come on relax”

After a while I felt myself calming down and was breathing normally, I pulled my head from his chest and looked at him, he had a small smile tugging his lips, and he again cupped my face and said

“You okay now babe?”

I nodded while bringing my hands up to push my hair from my face, when he grabbed my hand and exclaimed

“(y/n) your finger! Oh my god! You’ve cut your finger! Look how deep is the cut! We need to put a band-aid! It’s still bleeding!”

With that he lifted me from his lap, and we both stood up, he took my hand, while bringing it close to the sink, he opened the tap water and carefully rinsed my finger, and then lifted me to make me sit on the kitchen counter while he went towards the drawers to search for the first aid box, when he found it, he rapidly came towards me and proceeded to put some antiseptic on my finger with the help of a cotton, I hissed a bit

“Ah babe it’s stinging right bear with it for a few minutes”

And soon he carefully wrapped the band-aid around my finger, while having his eye brows furrowed, I smiled lightly and then brought my fingers to it and separated them, he looked at me and smiled, and slowly brought his lips to my forehead and gave me a small peck, he then pulled himself back so that he could look into my eyes

“Never do this again (y/n)! You literally scared me to death while watching you and to top it all you’ve cut your finger”

“I know I’m sorry it’s just I couldn’t handle it when I saw that spider!”

“Umm I know. But still babe be careful from now on. I don’t want to lose you or worse something bad happening to you.”

I nodded, and soon inched closer to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, while whispering

“I love you my muscle man! Thanks for being here and protecting me”

He hugged me back and whispered

“Anytime love anytime and I love you to so much my sweet baby”

Harry Styles's Imagine

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Today was supposed to be the best day of our lives at the attraction park but no the paparazzi  had to ruin it! I sighed for umpteenth time as i was glancing outside from the passenger side's window, the sky was grey, and the atmosphere was really gloomy, i slowly turned my head to look at Harry, who was driving with utmost seriousness, his jaws were tightened, I knew that it wasn't the right time to speak about what happened in the park or else his mood will worsen.

When we got back home, without saying anything, he just got down the car slammed the door behind him which made me jolt from my seat, feeling kinda anxious i also got down, shut the door properly and went inside. Once in the living room i saw him slouching on the couch with the remote control in his hand. I sighed, why is it so difficult. But I can't really say anything right now, so to let his bad phase pass, i decided to do a few things to occupy myself, i went in the laundry room and began to sort out the dirty clothes,  and then went in the backyard to water the flowers. 

That avoiding game went on till the night, and frankly i was getting kinda frustrated, without wasting time from the bedroom i dashed downstairs and  went in the living room, he was still in the same position,  i stood in front of him with my hands on my hips, he looked up at me and then again shifted his eyes to the tv screen as if he was watching the most fascinating show ever. I grabbed the remote from his hand and then switched off the tv.

"Will you please talk right now! Frankly it's getting annoying with you being mum"

He looked at me and then sighed and mumbled

"Don't wanna!"

"Harry this is ain't getting anywhere! you being in a crappy mood won't redeem the situation!"

He grumbled  and stood up, and was about to go upstairs, i followed him and held his wrist to stop him from moving forward

"Harry please. At least talk to me! "

He turned around and looked at me, i literally felt shivers on the back of my spine with his serious face, 

"i said i don't wanna (y/n)!"

"baby please! I know what the paparazzi said hurt you but come on let it out! Don't let that eat you on the inside"  

He bit his lower lip and averted his eyes from me, i took the initiative to come forward and hug him as tight as i could, while mumbling 

"No matter what you're still the best for me! They don't know the real you like i do babe. I know how nice and down to earth you are and that you have the kindest heart ever. That's why i chose you, and i don't regret my choice! I love you so much harry"

Without saying anything he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close, while putting his chin on the top of my head. I let out my breath in relief at least he's kinda in a good mood. We stayed in this position for for a few minutes when i heard him speak

"I don't like it! I don't like it when they tag me as a lady's man or worse a man whore! I didn't do anything wrong damn it! It just happen that girls or women are always there when i'm around! It's not like i voluntarily called them! It pains me to listen to all these negative things about me! I feel so frustrated but i can't retaliate. My kindness is taken for weakness! Damn it! I don't know what to do (y/n)! I just don't know what to do to prove them wrong!"

I pulled back from the hug and then cupped his face and looked into eyes

"hey hey babe, hang in there! I told you they don't know you that's why they spat shit like this, harry like i said you're the best. We all have our flaws and in your case it's your kindness that you shower on others, they took it as your weakest  point and is using it against you. But for your family, your friends, me or better your fans you're the most perfect human being that we've ever seen. You're so precious and dear to us. So don't bother about others okay, we all love you dearly. So don't worry bout other k'ay love?"

He let out a chuckle then brought his hand to cup my face, while caressing my cheek with his thumb

"Never leave me"

I smirked,

"Yea only if you guarantee me you won't leave first"

Again with a serious expression he answered in his deep voice, while making an eye contact with me

"No as you're my precious angel that makes me feel better when i doubt or belittle  myself"

"Cheesy idiot!"

He smiled and slowly brought his lips right on mine and we kissed, after a few minutes he placed his forehead on mine and whispered

"I love you so much babe"

"i love you too loads baby"

With that we stayed in this position for a while, somehow i was happy to make him better as it's a rare sight to see him agonizing like this. But still a person can be strong for a long time but there's a time where they crack up, yet it just take that special person to make them feel better and re-boost their confidence.

Louis Tomlinson Imagine

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After the family gathering I felt my body drained out of all its energy, we were all discussing bout my sister’s wedding, well I mean my parents and my sister were fussing about it through this evening, talking about the venue, the food, the dress and whatsoever related to a wedding. It’s not like I’m not happy for her, I’m genuinely happy that she found her other half but somehow I can’t help feeling down since they brought up that topic up.

With a heavy heart, I slid under my comfy covers and closed my eyes, wishing I could lessen the uneasy feeling that was weighting on my chest. After like 10 minutes I gave up, I just couldn’t sleep, I sighed and grabbed my phone and went on tumblr to see the last pictures of the boys, I felt a small smile tugging my lips when I stared at the particular one who stole my heart. I brought my thumb over my screen to trace his face. It was as if we were connected that all a sudden his name flashed on my screen I let out a big smile and answered the call

“Hello love”

“Hi baby”

“Are you okay?”

“Uh huh I’m good. Temme are you okay?”

“Yep I good. Now will you please spit it out! What is disturbing you so much?”

“Ahhh! Could you be blunter than this! *sigh* they were talking about sis wedding””

“Oh!”

“That’s all you can come up with tommo! Just oh! Are you serious?”

“Well what can I say more duh! She’s getting married lighten up and be happy for her!”
I literally my rolled my eyes at this and then responded while raising my voice a little

“I am happy for her! But I can’t help it but feeling down”

“Why it’s not like she’s going far away from you, you know! She’s just moving to London! Oh wait! You live in London too if you noticed!”

“LOOOUIIIS” *whiny voice* “God why are you being so difficult! I’ll miss her here, we lived in this house for like 19 years! We’ve been inseparable! Now she’s getting married I can’t help it but feel lonely! I don’t want her to live me here alone!”

We stayed quiet for a few seconds then I heard him taking a deep breath from the other side,

“You know love, it’s not like the 2 of you will live together in that house forever and ever. There would have been a day when one of you would be leaving. So it’s your sister who is. I know you really love her and she’s your everything, you girls shared so many secrets, shared your moments of happiness and sadness, but now she found someone else who will in return, be with her to spend each moment of their lives till the very end. And you should be happy for that”
I felt my eyes getting watery, god he’s right, I’m maybe acting selfishly right now, but still I can’t help it!

“Love?”

“Hmm”

“Now don’t tell me you’re crying”
I quickly brought my hand to my eyes and wiped my tears which were threatening to fall down

“Oh my god I didn’t know I was dating such a cry baby! Boo hoo I’m sad and now I’m crying”

“Louis! Ugh I hate you! You sly idiot!”

“Ha! As if I care”

Again we stayed in a complete silence, when I felt a bit drowsy, I muffled a yawn and then mumbled while settling down again comfortably in my covers

“Babe you know even though you’re blunt and sassy, I still hate you idiot. Thank you for being here! I appreciate it”
I could hear him chuckle then he replied

“Yeah be lucky that I chose you and dating you for 5 years now on! Even if you’re a doofus! I mean an adorable doofus I’m still pretty much in love with you. So tomorrow we’re meeting so that I can change your mind. How that sounds?”

I chuckled and replied

“Are you asking me for a date Mr Tomlinson?”

“Yeah I am! So without any further comments tomorrow be ready I’ll be picking you up at 11:00! Better be ready on time”

“Hmm I will”
I closed my eyes, while still clutching my phone in my hand

“Go to sleep now love, you had a long day. Sweet dreams and I love you”

“Hmm I love you too babe”

“I know now sleep and no worries for tomorrow I will make you forget everything! For now sleep tight”

I smiled lightly and then hang up and while setting my phone next to me. Even if my sis is getting married, I would be lonely but I know that, that someone would make feel better in his own sassy way.

Niall Horan Imagine

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What If ( Last Part)

Soon after the court summon letter was sent to Isaac McCall, he was sued for abuse. With the evidences that were collected and the state in which (y/n) was, it was sure for us to win. After fighting back and forth for 1 month we finally won the case. But for me what was most important is that (y/n) was freed from that butthead and that's all. Eventually her parents especially her dad apologized to her as she suffered for 3 months with that shithead! She said it's okay as she didn't mentioned anything to them so they wouldn't have known what she was going through. 

Her father was feeling really indebted towards me but I brushed it off saying that I had to intervene as she's my most important person regardless of whatever happens. To which they were pleased to know. But that didn't stop the media to know bout the case as it was registered under my name. All the front pages, the Internet and the tv channels were eager to know who's that mysterious girl whom i helped. As they didn't get anything from my side they went along and created all the sorts of stories, though in between all this the lads supported me no matter what. However when everything cooled down a bit, i myself went on my twitter account and wrote my statement

'To all the fans who supported me, I appreciate it & love you all for this. I appreciate the fact that all of u trust me and I'd never let u guys down. Thanks again!'

However i knew that all of them wanted to know who (y/n) was, but i wanted to keep everything under wraps. There were already too much speculations so i didn't want her to get to much attention so that she'll be disturbed. Yet for now she's living with me, as i didn't want to be separated from her, and so i personally asked her parents, to which they agreed with a bit of persuasion. So from now on we've been living together. During that time i did everything that i could to make her feel loved, and i was elated to see that my love was being returned with a little shyness if i may add.

 But currently she was at uni, and as in for me i'm  currently touring. If I've got to be frank everything went in a flash, we won the case, we got to spend one week together and then had to pack my bags to kick-start the tour . Sure i'm excited but i can't help but worry about her and feel alone even if i'm surrounded by my friends and my fans i can feel their warmth and love but this is different, different from the one i feel around her. Each time i've got a free time, my mind wanders back to her, what is she doing, is she okay? she's eating? Sleeping well? All this was making me go nuts, i'm craving to go back to her, lock her in my arms, feel her warmth and listen to her voice. I sighed and glanced at my phone's screen, waiting for her to reply my message which i sent an hour ago. Sure we were rehearsing but i couldn't help but glancing at my mobile each time, i was lost in my thoughts when i felt a light smack on my back, and soon Zayn was next to me, he seemed somehow concerned,

"hey you okay? you are looking at ya phone every single time! Something's bugging ya?"

I sighed and put my mobile back in my pocket and answered not really looking at him

"yea i'm good malik. Er'thing is okay"

He hummed and then after a few seconds he spoke again in a matter of fact tone

"Niall take it easy alright. She's fine! Stop being a worry-wart buddy. In fact concentrate and be the carefree guy, you've always been! Let her know you're okay. I know ya missing her way more than you can ever express in words but let it go for a bit and breath!"

I took a deep breath, i knew that whatever he was saying is the truth, i nodded and looked up at him, flashed a smile and gave him a side hug, he chuckled and ruffled my head a bit and again smacked me on my back lightly and gave me a thumbs up, i smiled and picked up my guitar ready to smash the rehearsals.

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Whoa! I never knew that the show would be so awesome! We indeed had a great time on stage, i finally let my worries fade for sometime and stole the show in a way. Had so much fun seriously! The audience was really responsive I must say! Right now, i was in my hotel room, i removed my phone from my pocket and then dived into the bed, soon after i unlocked my phone, to enlighten my mood, my princess left me a message, while we were on stage, i smiled and read her message

'hey there. I'm ok & u? Had a fun night?'

Within seconds i tapped my screen to reply her

'Hey ;) can i call?'

After a few minutes, i got a message signalling me ok. I had a huge smile on my face and rapidly dialled her number, after a few beeps she answered

"hello"

Oh dear Jesus! How much i missed this voice!

"Hello my baby, So you okay?"

"Yes i'm good niall and you?"

"i'm good baby. So your day went okay?"

"hmm it was ok ok!"

Something seems off here! Is she okay!

"princess you okay? Why does my baby sounds so down!"

She sighed, and in a whiny tone she answered

"nooothing! I'm okay"

"no bub you don't sound okay! You're making me worried! What's wrong?"

"*sigh*"

"hello princess! You there!"

"hmm i am!"

"come on baby what's wrong! I'm getting anxious."

"niall it's nothing!"

"you're lying! Come on spit it out!"

She sighed again and answered in a little voice,

"I miss you!"

I'm sure my heart skipped a few beats! Oh that's why! I smiled and decided to annoy her a little bit

"oh so my sweeeeet baby bunch is missing me! Awwww that's so sweet!"

"Niall! Stop teasing me!"

"but i'm not princess! My baby is missing me and her mood is off because of that! what i can do! I'm so happy right now!"

She whined, i had to bit back my laughter,

"niall stop seriously! You're cheesiness is really suffocating me!"

I gasped and then said

"suffocating! As if! I'm pretty much sure you're blushing there! And you're surely clutching your phone tightly in your palm to listen to my voice better! isn't it hun?"

"Niall ugh stop it! It's only because of you that i'm like this!"

"me? How come?"

"well if you weren't that clingy boyfriend before going on tour i wouldn't have missed you like this! So it's all your fault! Over-clingy bear!"

I chuckled at the nickname, but then again i answered in a matter of fact tone

"so you mean that you're missing me! As in my hugs, my cuddles, my kisses and Above all moi huh!"

"You're so full of yourself idiot" *whiny  tone*

"hahaha! Okay i'm sorry was just trying to annoy you a bit babe. Well if i tell you one thing will it make you feel better?"

"what is it?"

"how bout i tell my baby that her over-clingy bear is missing her like hell and can't help it but feeling alone all the time. He's missing her, her hugs, her warmth, her voice and yea her kisses, the kisses that makes him yearn for more! He can't concentrate well until he got a message from her! And that he's trying his best not to snap and leave everything just to come back to his princess, and hold her in his arms! And not even words can explain how torturous it is for him to stay away from his most important person that he loves and adores so much! And to top it all he can't help but be a worry wart every minute when it comes to her"

There was a complete silence on the other side, i was about to speak again when in a small voice i heard her saying

"Please come back home soon niall"

That was the moment i lost all my my practicality,

 "princess, i know i'll try okay! I promise i'll try to be home soon, to our home and when i come i'll hug you tight to compensate for all the time we were apart. Okay my baby?"

"You better you over-clingy bear!"

I again chuckled but then i heard her yawn, ahh she must have had a long day!

"baby?"

"hmm?"

"you can go to sleep now! We'll talk tomorrow okay! So for now sweetest dreams ever princess and remember i love you and miss you no matter what"

"i know.. same to you, perform well tomorrow and good night. Take care"

" I love you princess"

*sigh* "i love you too clingy boyfriend bye!"

"bye love"

With that i hung up the call, and chuckled again feeling more happy than ever, how sweet of her she was missing me. She's so cute that i want to hug so tight! Ahh with that i closed my eyes trying to catch up some sleep.

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Finally! Finally our tour was over phew! I mean it was fun going to countries we never went before, and meeting the fans was great too. But my heart was here in London with a certain someone! Whoa we spent at least half a year on touring now it's finally time to go home. After coming out of the airport, i bid bye to the lads and hugged them tight and soon I rapidly went in the car which was waiting for me to bring me home. With each seconds I was feeling impatient! I even urged the driver to drive faster but that wasn't possible as the roads were really slippery due to the rain! Seriously this weather was shit! Well what can we expect at a particular 04:00 am! After 30 minutes I finally came home, I took out my luggage and thanked the driver. And with that I eagerly sprinted towards the door and took the spare key out under the pot. I opened the door and went inside, I felt suddenly relieved, and my jet lag was long forgotten!

I slowly climbed the stairs and went towards my room, ever so lightly I opened the door and glanced inside. There she was! She was fast asleep and was clutching on my pillow tightly against her chest. This made my heart warm, damn I missed her so much! Without wasting time I took off my shoes and raised the covers a bit and slipped in bed, I tried to take my pillow from her, she whined a bit but released it, I chuckled, soon I wrapped my arms around her and then pressed my body against her back while hugging her tight. Ah! This is pure bliss! The warmth that I was missing for months was finally here. I ever so lightly kissed her on her nape and as soon as my lips made contact to her skin she whimpered a bit and squirmed her body, with that she turned around in my arms, now facing me, even in the semi darkness I could see her face, the face i didn't see for so long, I slowly took my hand and cupped her face, while I placed a sweet peck on her forehead, I guess she sensed it, she opened her eyes a little and whispered in a sleepy voice

"Ni-Niall?"

I smiled And pecked her forehead one more time and whispered

"I'm home princess"

She hummed and closed her eyes again

"Wel-- welcome back clingy boyfriend"

This time I hummed and pecked her lips lightly and soon she placed her head on my chest, clutching my shirt tight in her palm and soon was fast asleep again, I smiled looking at this, guess I was really being missed. Hugging her tight I breath in her scent and whispered "I love you baby" and soon I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep. But one thing was that What If I didn't see her! What if I didn't help her from getting away from Isaac and confess to her, What if we wouldn't been here like this today! But these what ifs situations are long gone now! What was important right now was that we are happy and head over heels in love with each other. Slowly, slowly everything will fall in the right place, till we're each other's strength.

The end.

Niall Horan Imagine

(credit to the gif owner)

kindly ignore grammatical mistakes :)

What If (Part 2)

After the heart to heart we lastly had, (y/n) and I were pretty much 'closer'. It's been already 2 months since we're close, but not close in the sense that we're in a relationship! No! We clearly aren't! Close in the sense that we are friends and talk with each other often! And each time it's killing the hell out of me! I really can't understand what is she waiting for to leave that dickhead of Isaac. Each time i bring the subject up she changes the topic and act like i didn't ask anything! And another development is that even though i hate that butt-head of my neighbour so much i still go and hang out his place and every time i see him the need to punch him square in the jaws itch me so much. But i have to control myself, each time when i see him casually putting his arms around her or peck her hand or check i feel my insides burning with envy!

Though i've got to admit that it kills me every time that he touches her! I sighed again and glanced at the sky, it was grey and gloomy! Ha! just like my mood! Currently i was in my backyard with my guitar, Liam called me and asked whether we can start to write songs! I may have said yes but to be honest i wasn't even in the mood to write one, no matter how many times i tried, nothing came up! Sighing again my mind went back to (y/n)! Thinking bout her somehow makes me calm yet at the same time she makes me feel really empty! I guess loving someone whom you can't have can be really a pain in the arsh! i strummed my guitar chords when suddenly the need to sing a song came up! I placed my hands on the proper chords, took a deep breath and started to strum the chords while singing

Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes

But it's the only thing that I know

When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes

It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph

We made these memories for ourselves

Where our eyes are never closing

Hearts are never broken

And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me

Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans

Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet

You won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home

Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul

And it's the only thing that I know, know

I swear it will get easier,

Remember that with every piece of you

And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

Feeling more low than ever i kept my guitar aside and again gazed up at the sky, it  was more darkened and i chuckled humourlessly and threw my hands over my head and laid back further in my seat and letting my thoughts running wild! i wondered if i could ever give up on her? I knew i couldn't as it's been an one-sided love for me since 3 months! But then again i do not lack girls around me so why can't i just forget her and move on! I let out a painful breath and got up! Nope i guess this one will take long to forget. Taking my guitar with me i went inside, and glanced towards the clock it was 06:00 pm! Whoa already, i went up in my kitchen cooked a simple thing for me so that i could eat  later! So until then i went upstairs in my room, to take a shower and when i came out i heard some loud music next door!

"Fuck! He's having another party today! And what a loud music! Phew! Thank god my windows are sound proof!"

I went towards my window and closed it, and once again my house was in a complete silence! Great! I Came downstairs, heated my food in the microwave, and went towards the fridge, took a bottle of beer and opened it. Setting all in a tray i went in my living room and switched on the tv and began to watch a few reviews on the football matches! But still from time to time my mind went to the party next door thinking if (y/n) is fine! Well i hope she is? I wanted to go and see her but went against the idea not wanting to interfere too much in her personal life! What if isaac gets to drunk and treats her badly. Knowing him he's such a dickhead and a drunkard that he wouldn't think twice before acting! No he won't! I preferred to divert my mind back to the tv! still i couldn't get over of the sudden restlessness that took over me while thinking about her! Hope she's fine.

(time gap- Later that night)

It was already 1:00 am! I yawned, switched off the tv and went to do the dishes in the kitchen, from the window i glanced at my neighbour's place, and noticed that the party was off! Great! I completed my task, switched off the lights and went upstairs, i brushed my teeth and then plopped in the bed! Soon i felt drowsy and closed my eyes taking the cute smile of a certain someone with me. But that moment was cut short when i heard some loud knocks on my door, i grunted and turned again in my bed and tried to sleep again! But the knocks weren't stopping! Who can it be at a frigging uhh i looked at my mobile screen! Yeah at a frigging 02:00 am! I threw the covers away from me and then went downstairs switched on the lights and opened the door without bothering to ask who it is!

 And what i saw on the other side horrified me, but i recollected myself and let out a gasp, (y/n) was standing in front of me she was standing emotionlessly  with her forehead, her left cheek a bit cut, her eyes were puffy and her lower lip was cut and blood was still coming out of the cut! I cautiously brought my hands to her shoulders and brought her inside! I knew what happen! The thing that i was fearing the most happened! That a-hole of isaac hurt her! I made her sit down on the couch and i rapidly ran to my kitchen's drawer and took out the first aid box, and again dashed in the living room and crouched in front of her, she was still expressionless which scared the hell out of me! I poured a bit of detol on a cotton and slowly brought it to her forehead, and then i mumbled softly

"it will sting a little bit! Please bear with it"

But she stayed still, i ever so lightly touched the cut with the cotton, she hissed but said nothing. Soon after i pressed the cotton to her forehead, i once again repeated the action by placing it on her cheek, and soon it was her lips, i cautiously looked up at her and but her eyes were numb, i let out a painful breath and took a fresh cotton and again put on some detol on it and carefully, pressed it against to her cut lip. She again hissed and when i looked up her eyes were full of tears, that was the last straw for me! That bastard went too far with his shit!

"(y/n) come with me NOW!"

I made her get up, by holding her hand and going outside towards that shit of my neighbour's house, but i sensed some reluctance from (y/n) as she didn't want to walk towards that man's house, but i had to end this engagement now! I waited for too long! Call it my selfishness but i can't see the one i love being ill-treated! I took long strides towards his house while dragging her with me and when we reached i opened the door and looked around! There he was in the middle of the living room drinking his ass off! But what caught my attention was the bottle's broken pieces on the floor! I lost it and left her hand and went towards isaac and grabbed his collar ,and  him being drunk didn't understand anything!

"how dare you hit her with a bottle you asshole! Did you realize that she could have been hurt badly than she is right now! Where's your fucking head at! AH! Of course you're drunk! You fucking don't know what are you doing right! Here let me break this down for you! Your engagement is off! This shitty engagement is off and to prove my point here!"

I went towards (y/n) and then took her left hand in mine, i glared at the ostentatious ring adorning her ring finger, feeling more frustrated than ever i took off the ring and threw it on isaac's face, and hissed out loudly

"You treated her like shit! But a scum like you don't need happiness! Hurting and hitting a girl is the least acceptable thing that a man can do! Actually you're not a man you're just a dick! Who lives on his father's money to live! Die already asshole"

With that i turned around and again grabbed (y/n)'s ready to go out but then we heard a humourless laugh behind, we turned around and saw isaac smirk and then he slurred,

"you may have thrown the ring on my face but at the end of the day she'll be mine you know Horan! And then I'll fucking see who's the dick then! I'll treat her the way i'll want, beat her, hit her, burn her, hurt her physically or whatsoever! I'll do it and you won't be even able to do a fucking thing!"

without thinking i went towards him and accomplished the only need i had punch him right in the jaw, and when i did he fell down on the ground twitching in pain, with a threatening tone i said 

"Don't forget i'm Niall Horan dude! And when i said that this engagement is off so it's off! Get ready for a legal notice this very morning at your door!"

With that i dashed outside with a (y/n) who was startled. As soon as we reached home i called the management not caring what time it was and asked them to help me for the case! After a lot of persuasion, they agreed to summon McCall to court within this week! Okay! Task one done! Now time to take care of (y/n), all this time she was sitting on my bed and looking at her clasped hands in her lap, i slowly went towards her and sat next to her while keeping my hand over hers, and looked at her face

"you should have known this would have happen! I warned you but you didn't listen to me! And worst i'm feeling bad as i wasn't there for you when my intuition warned me something would happen! But that's the past now! All i want is that you stay here right next to me! That's all i need! All i want is to see you in front of my eyes everyday and making sure you're fine and happy! But all this can happen if you want it to. Do you want this?"

I was patiently waiting for her response, and when she did, she turned to face me,all i could see were the cuts that now were acting like thorns on her cute face. My chest felt heavy, this looks so bad, but she kept on looking at me as if searching something in my eyes and what she said next surprised me

"you're feeling pity for me Niall! I don't need that!"

I retook her sentence and said

"pity? pity for who? You? You mean to say i'm feeling pity for you! If it was pity i wouldn't have done all that for you! I did it because i wanted to! I did it because i love you! I did it for my own selfishness! I wanted this engagement to be off since the day i knew bout it! All i wanted is that you'll be right here next to me! I punched that dickhead because he hurt the one i love! He dared to touch her made her buy beer and even announced that he'll do  atrocious things to her! How could i let it happen! Tell me that is it fair that i watch you getting hurt like this! Do you think it pleases me looking at you with so many cuts on your face! How many times again do i need to be reminded that this one-side love is cutting me like a knife,yet the pain is like a sweet torture that i would like to feel it more so i can get what i want! Call it my obsession or my love for you! I don't care! All i need is your attention on me, your sweet smile, and above all your happiness! Now you decide if it is pity!"

All this time her expression changed, she was maybe surprised hearing all that from me but she didn't shook my hands away, still she held it in between her palms and answered in a whisper

"i trust you! That's all i know! At the end of the day you were always by my side. What i want truly is you healing me! I want you to take away the pain that 'that' person did to me! If you love me really i want you to heal me with your love so that i would be able to love you too! So don't hesitate around me! I trust you"

I took in all her words, and i felt happy that she accepted me and  promised myself that i would make her forget bout that asshole! I smiled and kissed her temple sweetly, and then i asked her to lay down so that she can catch up some sleep, as she laid down, i also did the same and then hugged her from behind, i waited for her to feel accustomed to this position and when she did, soon her breath became even, she's finally sleeping, i smiled lightly and kissed her temple once again and mumbled softly

"I love you so much! I'll do anything to make you happy"

With that i hugged her a bit tighter and then closed my eyes, preparing myself that the upcoming days would be challenging but we'll be able to get through this, I know we will!

To be continued....

Niall Horan imagine

(credit to the owner)


kindly ignore grammatical mistakes.

What if! (Part 1)

Today was awesome as usual, finally I got some time off from my ‘surreal work’, grabbing the opportunity I went to practice on my strikes and had an amazing time, however the awesome time is over, I was cycling back home, when I saw someone that caught my eyes, there was a girl that was walking down the streets, to admit she really caught my eye, since the past week i saw her walking down around here but i didn't really get to know where's she living! 

I personally found her really beautiful, but i never got the opportunity to actually have a conversation with her! I fell hard! Yes! As astonishing as it may sound, i fell hard for this girl, even though i don't know anything about her! I sighed and just looked at her while cycling ever so slowly, however i guess the almighty had other plans,all of a sudden the paper bags she was carrying were torn and all the things that she was carrying fell down,she bend down frantically trying to pick all of them i cycled towards her and got down. 

I walked towards her and bend down too and also began to pick up the items on the floor. She looked up at me and smiled lightly probably wanting to thank me for helping her, as we picked up all the things and I finally decided to at least start the conversation,


"hey ehh lemme me help you to carry em till your house"


She looked at me apologetically and spoke


"I'm sorry! and thanks a loads! Eh please follow me"


And with that she turned around and walked, while i decided to calm my breath! Seriously i never knew she was so cute and her sweet voice made my heart skip a few beats. I was still calming my breath and stared at her walking towards her house, and what shocked me more was that she was walking towards my neighbour's house. I rapidly walked in her direction, while leaving my bicycle behind mentally noting that I'll take it later! But what preoccupied me more was what was she going to do at my neighbour's place! Is she his sister or friend or worse his girlfriend! I gulped trying to swallow the bad feeling in my chest, as i reached at the house's doorstep, i waited for her to open the door, she glanced back and smiled,


"hey please do come in!"


I nodded, not really knowing what to say! To be true i never really liked my neighbour! Isaac Mccall! He was one hell of a troublesome guy! Drinking in broad daylight, a party animal and the player! Even the police came to his place several times to warn him about his loud music and lousy actions! However since the past week everything became silent! To the astonishment of the all the peeps living nearby! Maybe it's because of her presence! Oh man i forgot to ask her name! With that i got inside and saw her arranging the table, i cleared my throat and talked

"eh hey"


She turned around and gasped.


"oh my gosh! I'm sorry i made you stand with the goods! Here lemme take it!"

With that she turned around and went in the kitchen i suppose! i sighed again not really knowing what to do! I was feeling a bit weird being here! And the house was in a mess! Clothes were discarded every where, the living room was full of empty beer cans! I found this profoundly disgusting!


"oh look who's here! Hello mr neighbour!"


I turned around and saw Isaac coming down the stairs, dressed up with only his boxers and his hair were in a total hip hazard way! Probably he just woke up! Still not to be impolite, i smiled


"hey isaac!"


He came down and stood in front of me, honestly there was a unsupportable alcohol smell on him, i cringed away and saw that she came back in the living room, isaac went towards her and put his arm around her, i could deduce from her face expression that she was disturbed too, however she stayed quiet. I looked at them with a strange feeling in my gut, what is exactly their relationship! And to confirm what i was thinking, isaac pecked her cheek and said


"Baby you got my beer?"


She looked him and nodded


"umm it's in the fridge."


"that's like my good girl! Now excuse me!"


With that he went in the kitchen, while she looked at me and smiled slightly maybe because she was embarrassed! But what preoccupied me was that! She was his girlfriend! Girlfriend of That good for nothing! I felt that i was about to curse but i stayed cool! I took a deep breath, and brought my hand forward


"hey we met for a while now and i don't even know your name. Can i know your name? Oh i'm niall by the way Isaac's neighbour!"


She smiled and shook my hand and said


"i'm (y/n). Oh well yea i knew you were his neighbour as i saw you coming and going out from your house"


(y/n)! Her name is (y/n)! I smiled but soon felt my smile disappear as Isaac came in room with a beer can in his hand and he look at our hands, he grumbled and caught hold of (y/n)'s hand and snatched it from mine, he looked at me dead in the eyes and gave me a light punch on my chest then slurred out


"hey easy on my fiancée boy!"


I was flabbergasted! What! I must have misheard!


"fiancée?"


He nodded and showed the ring on (y/n)'s ring finger,


"my fiancée!"


This time i felt something really heavy on my chest! Is it a heart break? I don't know, still i faked a smile


"Well you guys look great together! All the best!"


No! No! Not all all! You guys don't look great together! How did a girl like (y/n) end up with a piece of shit like isaac! Not to let my true feelings come out, i preferred to go away,


"hey well guys it was fun to meet you! But i gotta leave now! See ya"

With that i turned to go before they could respond, but when i reached at the doorstep, (y/n) called me from behind


"hey niall! Wait!"

I turned and looked at her


"i feel that you don't really like isaac but he can be nice when he wants to. You know!"

I took a deep breath and said in a taunting voice


"oh yea then that's good for you!"

"hey come on now! There'll be a party next week for isaac and my engagement! So please do come!"

I studied her face expression, she didn't look happy but still not sad! She had a neutral expression. Without thinking i blurted out


"Are you really happy with a scum like him?"

She looked shocked but then sighed and replied


"it's not like i've got a choice! You know!"

with that she smiled sadly, i caught hold of her hand and said in a matter of fact tone


"Seriously this guy would never be serious towards you when he is not in his own shitty life! Just leave him (y/n)! You deserve better!"

She looked up at me and said in a painful voice


"I can't do that niall! It's my dad's friend son and they decided to make both the kids get married for the prosperous future of the company! And dad himself got us engaged! It's not like i can change anything! I can live with that!"

"Are you even in your senses! There are plenty of good guys in this world and you deserve to be with one! But not that scum! Tell that to your dad!"

with that i turned to go yet i looked behind and said


"It's really disappointing that a nice girl like you would destroy her life with a dickhead like isaac! But for your satisfaction i'll come to your party! Tell me the time and day!"

"Niall! Try to understand please! I know what you mean but i can't oppose my dad!"

I waited and spoke again this time I really felt my frustration and disappointment coming out


"Your dad is pissing me off alright! No one's got the right to put their daughter in such a crappy situation! That also for a meaningless business purpose! Shit! That dickhead inside doesn't even respect you! You can't make a girl buy beer for you! That's shameful and you can't stink with alcohol and press a kiss on your girl's cheek! That's disrespectful ! Jesus! That guy is self conceited and an irresponsible scum! I know him since 2 years! And i can tell you he's ain't worth it!"

"That's why everyone avoids him! He's shameless, disrespectful and a magnet to trouble and to top it all a damn player! Do you know how many girls i saw going in and out of his house! And I guess you know what they're here for! And you plan to stay engaged to that asshole! Oh please stop pleasing others! Dad or no dad it's your own life damn it! It's not bout him but it's you! you who takes decisions! And you choose that dickhead! Like are you seriously kidding me right now!"

We both stayed quiet and looked at each other, but soon she downcast her eyes and hung her head low and her body started to tremble! Oh no she's crying! Without thinking i ran towards her and hugged her tight while pressing a kiss on top of her head,


"I'm sorry i said too much! I'm sorry! listen i'm here for you okay! You can rely on me at any time! I'll be here for you! I promise i will! i'll protect you and stand by you! I'll be with you!"

I could feel her tears on my shirt and her tiny frame was shaking in my arms, and even with that she nodded, i again pressed a kiss on her head and hugged her tighter! I promise you (y/n) i'll protect you and take you away from that scum! I know i will do it! And i can't wait for the day i have you in my arms like this forever though with a smile on your face.

To be continued....