(credit to the gif owner)
Hello i'm back with a brand new imagine inspird by this gif ^^
Kindly ignore grammatical mistakes.
I was really in an angst mode today, first of all my best friend and I had an argument, and honestly I thought it was really childish, but in the end she yelled I hate you in my face and went away, and as soon as I got home, my parents were yelling at each other. And this was kinda the trend every day, and I really hated it when they were at each other’s neck.
As soon as I got into my room I plopped on my bed and put my headphones on and played the music on its highest volume. Slowly, slowly I was going down the memory lane, when everything was going on smoothly and everyone were happy even my parents, but now it just feels like when I started to grow up everything seemed more complicated and too complex to comprehend the way adults function.
After wallowing in nostalgia, I raised my mobile so I could glance at the picture of Niall and me. It was taken just before he flied back to the States for the upcoming tour. Personally when he is not here everything just plainly sucks, call me demanding or a whiner, but I love it when he listens to me when I’m in those fucking emotional moods. As usual when I’m over with my rambling he always flashes this dazzling smile of his and then comforts me.
But right now he is not here and it sucks, I just wanted to cuddle with him so that I could forget everything for a while. But he is not here, I sighed and concentrated on the music. After a few seconds I got a message from the one who was haunting my thoughts just a few seconds ago
‘Babe FaceTime in 10 mins.’
I smiled and rapidly grabbed my IPad and switched it on, indeed after 10 minutes I heard the familiar ringing tone, with a huge smile on my face, I accepted the call and there he was, he was looking angelic as usual, and was already smiling, he did a small wave at the camera and then spoke
“Hey babe”
“Hey nialler”
“So how’s my baby doing?”
I contemplated to tell him bout what happened today but I decided not to, so I just smiled and replied
“She’s doing fine but she is missing the sweet hugs of her boyfriend”
I tried my best to pout, he just laughed and cooed at me as if I was a baby for real
“Aww poor baby! Missing me that much huh. Don’t worry I’ll be back real soon”
I smiled and was about to reply, but unfortunately my room’s door wasn’t close so the loud voices of my parents fighting resonated upstairs, I flinched and prayed that they stop, it was really getting unbearable.
“(y/n) are… are your parents fighting again?”
Involuntarily, I nodded and cautiously glanced at his face, the smiley face was no longer here, he now had a serious expression and his eyes somehow showed concern, he sighed and resumed talking in a soft tone
“(Y/n) then why didn’t you tell me about it!”
“Niall you are busy touring right now and I don’t wanna disturb you with this trivial matter! It’s fine really! That’s why I didn’t find it necessary to tell you.”
He gave me the are-you-fucking-serious look, and said
“(Y/n)! It is not trivial! I know how disturbed you are when your parents fight! You even flinched right now! Babe it is serious! Everything about you is serious! Jesus! Just tell me when things are not right! I’m your boyfriend I should know bout these things!”
“I’m sorry and I know it’s just I don’t want you to think that I’m an emotional fool who can’t keep her problems in check and always ramble about it! I don’t want to burden you nialler! That one good day you will come up to me and tell me that I’m so complicated and always complain about things that you think it’s a burden and you’re gonna leave me!”
He sighed and glanced at the camera for a few minutes without speaking, then he took a deep breath and said
“(Y/n)! Babe I know in what I got myself into when I got involved with you! And honestly I like it when you talk about your feelings to me and even complain! You’re human, you’ve got the right to do it! And coming to the fact that I’ll dump you just because of this is really stupid to think! Only cowards would leave their girl in this situation as they see it as a burden!
But I’m not like the rest! (Y/n) you can complain as many time as you want, my duty as your boyfriend and as your man is to listen to his girl and then comfort her and assure her that everything gonna be okay. So have faith babe. I love you alright, just have faith in you, me and us! No matter what is disturbing you or making you feel down just tell me about it! I’ll listen and try to find solutions for you. Okay?”
All this time I pursed my lips together, so that I don’t cry, I nodded a little and then gulped
“Niall I Love you and thank you”
He smiled at me and then said
“Anything for you babe! I love you! Now just relax okay, close that god damn door! And then come back here so we can talk some more! And oh yea babe we gonna talk to each other until you or I fall asleep how’s that as a plan?”
“Are you sure you’re not too busy for it?”
He bend forward towards the front camera, tilted his head, made his mouth in a lil ‘o’ shape and then gave me a dazzling smile
“Nooo (y/n)! Come on be quick babe I’ve got a lot to tell you.”
I smiled and rapidly ran towards the door closed it and again grabbed my iPad, so that we can resume talking. And all this time the fight between my parents was forgotten, the stupid argument with my bestie was long forgotten now I only concentrated on how my handsome boyfriend was busy relating to me what the other lads did and how excited he was for the next gig and how he missed having me with him and plan to make me come to the States for a few shows they gonna do.