Niall Horan Imagine

Kindly ignore grammatical mistakes :)


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The Billboard Music Awards was awesome, the social networking sites were exploding with the pictures and videos of the lads and showing how happy they were on winning the awards. I sighed and put my laptop away, as a Directioner I’m so happy for them and was literally feeling proud to be part of this fandom. However I couldn’t help but feel low, Niall and I have been in a relationship since 2 years. Yet the distance, the tour, the award functions and all were kinda creating a big space between us. I could feel the end coming, the messages were now lesser, the phone calls were becoming shorter or even FaceTiming each other last for only 1 minute or so.

Not that I’m complaining! No! I’m far from this! I knew what I was getting myself into before starting this relationship so I don’t have any right to complain or whine about! But I couldn’t help myself from thinking that the end will be soon! Niall and I are from different worlds. I’m still a student and him he’s already in the fame world. So we’re likely to be doomed right? I mean there are girls who are better than me around him! Feeling hurt by own thoughts, I curled into a ball on my bed and glanced at my mobile, hoping that at least I get anything from him! But I guess no! I closed my eyes momentarily and soon fell in a deep slumber.

However I got disturbed with the constant ringing of my mobile, I grumbled and open my eyes while grabbing my phone from the night stand, I saw the caller’s name and soon my sleep was long forgotten, it was Niall Frigging Horan facetiming me at 02:30 am. I rapidly answered his call and all I could see and hear was people moving around and loud music blasting the background, but no Niall on the video call! I was about to cut the call feeling dejected that maybe he called by mistake, but I heard his voice

“Lads gimme a moment lemme to talk to (y/n)”

And within a few seconds my boyfriend’s face was in front of me, he looking great as usual, with his free hand he did a small wave at me and then laughed, while moving in a somehow quiet place

“Hey baby”

I smiled and answered

“Hey babe. You’re literally glowing right now huh! Congratulations to the lads and you. You guys really deserved it after so many things happened”

“Yea I know! Thanks a lot. Uhh (y/n) there’s something I wanna talk about”

Oh no! I could literally feel the bad feeling settling in. I gulped and nodded at him, not trusting my voice, as he wasn’t helping me to calm down with that unreadable expression on his face

“So yep I know that since the past few weeks I haven’t been able to make proper time for us, I neglected you and you went through it all without saying anything. (Y/n) ehh how do I say this I uhh well I’m-----"

“It’s ok niall! I completely understand what you trying to say, and I got a feeling that one of these days you would’ve raised this topic. So I’m ok no hard feelings alright! Thank you for loving me for these 2 years”

As soon as he started to stammer I knew what he was going to talk about. So I mustered my courage and said it was okay, but why does he look so shock right now, his eyes were wide open and he had that confused look on his face,

“(y/n) are you stating that you’re breaking up with me?”

“Huh! But isn’t it what you want?”

“Why would I?”

“Buu—but –-- the way you talked I felt like—“

“Jesus! (y/n) what am I going to do with you! You doofus! I was saying that as I didn’t make proper time for you I’m coming back home tomorrow to make it up to you!”

I gasped and put my hand over my mouth, what the hell happened here! I studied his expression and soon I felt embarrassed!

“So you—you’re not breaking up with me?”

“No my baby I’m not! In fact as I mentioned earlier I feel guilty for now giving us proper time so I’m coming back home, to you so I can love and pamper you.”

“Oh god! I’m feeling so stupid right now! Ugh! Sorry”

“(y/n) you’ve been thinking bout some crazy stuffs again right?”

I guiltily nodded, he sighed and said

“Babe I know that we’re from 2 world apart. But that doesn’t stop me from loving you okay. Even if I don’t give you time, you’re always in the back of my mind! So don’t feel insecure okay! I love you and just you”

“I’m sorry babe. Being far away from you for long makes my mind go overboard with thoughts that can only hurt me”

“That is why I’m coming back! Know that my girlfriend is probably going crazy without me! Haha! Hang in there babe I’m coming back to you tomorrow”

“Okay! I’m waiting!”

“Good! Now babe go to sleep and I gotta leave ya here the lads are waiting for me”

“Umm nanight love! I love you”

He smiled lovingly at me and said

“Bye bye sweetheart sleep tight and I love you too a lot. See you tomorrow”

And with that he blew a kiss to the screen and hang up, I also felt much lighter after we talked, I feel like a stupid to think that he wanted to break up with me. I chuckled and then again closed my eyes waiting for tomorrow impatiently.